getting wasted

it doesn't take a whole lot for a non-drinker like me to get wasted. and since my tabletop dancing days in jvp, i make it a point to stay away from alcohol because my system and alcohol do not get along and when they are put in one place together, there will be (a.) a headache (b.) knee-kissing (c.) waking up from a deep sleep wondering where the heck i am.

but last night, i made a decision that i was going to get wasted. since i feel my system has been through a lot in the past ten years since i last binged on alcohol, i figured i can attempt to get wasted and still be enough of a responsible adult to get up and go to work the next day.

get wasted i did. didn't take much, though. the jolt to my system from the little bit of alcohol i had went straight to my head and bloodstream and made me a morose and depressing drunk.

who cares. the point was to get wasted and wasted i got. and i have a frigging headache to show for it and a cranky attitude to go with it.

rage and alcohol do not go together. where is the ocean when i need it?